OMG!!! Use a freaking phone already!

and dont say you left me a voicemail when I know you sure the hell did not! OMG! I just want to scream...I have a life too! Now I have a six year old child bawling his eyes out because he wanted to go spend the weekend with his dad...his birthday weekend of all things ...and here is the thing the arse called and wished him a Happy Birthday on his birthday and then pulls this crap...WTH? I had plans this weekend to go shopping without a kid which is something I dont get to do very often and get the van swept out and washed and detailed even though that wont last long with a 6 yr old that thinks the floor of the van is a trash can and catch all and then I was planning on going to the movies by myself for the first time and seeing the movie "The Women" or the new Kate Hudson movie that just came out --basically, bottomline I had plans for this weekend and now because you are a selfish s.o.b. I have my son this weekend...WTH? Dont get me wrong I love my kids with all my heart but what I dont love is my 6 yr old rolled up in his blanket by the patio doors downstairs crying himself to sleep. Dont guys get what they do to these kids when they pull the no call no show act, and yeah I am going to be selfish for a minute but I had plans too. OMG I just have to vent and get this out because I am getting sick of it. My opinion of men in general is going to the dogs so to speak really fast because well lets see I am 20 weeks pregnant and well the baby's father hasnt even called to see how things are and then the arse I was married to divorces me and marries his beotch on the same day and then thinks he is Father of the Year --- well arse of the year is more like it! Men are arses and the day I meet a man who will love me and treat me like a queen (yeah right that isnt going to happen) I think I will die a happy woman! Father God I dont get it, all I wanted in my life was a man whom I could spend my life with and kids and a house and a car that doesnt break down every 5 seconds is that too much to ask for? I guess it is so for the minute I am going to enjoy my life as a single person and enjoy my kids and let life happen as it does. I still cant believe my ex husband would hurt his son (his pride and joy so to speak) but it just proves how selfish he is and how full of himself he is and pretty much what every man that has been in my life is....okay vent over now I am going to head to get the van done which will take longer because Matt has to "help" uggh well I pray you all have a wonderful Saturday