Its been awhile....

Okay I cannot believe its been this long since I blogged. Whats been up with me since the 9th of October, well lots of things. Work is keeping me busy and Matty is managing to be all boy and tear his pants and play outside and enjoy the beautiful fall weather. (except for today it is raining steadily outside....uggh) The leaves are changing I am getting bigger...lol Miss Thang as the boys call my Miss Ali is moving all over the place, Matty loves to watch her kick.

Divorce Care is going great. I am halfway done with the class and the Lord really has been healing things, doesnt help Mr Idiot and his spouse have been complete arses but thank you Lord for progressing me past the drama. I am enjoying the class and I am enjoying the Lord working in my life. He has blessed me more abundantly in so many ways, not just financially but with me and my kids and the fact that we have grown so much closer since the divorce. My kids know that they can talk to me about anything and that I will always be there for them. Thank you Lord for helping me as I go through this time of transition thank you for softening my heart and healing the hurt.

I am learning as I go through this time alot about Karma....It can really come back to bite you in the rear, I have never really understood the what goes around comes around until now or the you will reap what you sow, but God has really been hitting that home to me so to speak now more than ever.

3 weeks ago I went and saw "Fireproof". First of all I love Kirk Cameron especially for his role in Left Behind 1, 2, and 3. But I love his faith, its so rock steady. Anyways I highly recommend every Christian see this movie. I went into the theatre, this was my 1st time going to a movie alone. I was so scared that I wasnt going to be able to watch the movie since it was about a marriage on the rocks. I have been dealing with my own issues as to why my marriage failed and what he sees in her and not me. Anyways what really opened my eyes was when God, through the man's father showed him the error of his ways and if he wanted to save his marriage he had to change, not just his wife. What I also thought was cool was that the man's father and mother's marriage had almost crumbled 2 years earlier and it was like the issues from that incident planted the seeds into their son so they could be an example to him and his wife of the Power of God and how he worked in their marriage. It was amazing to me how one person views that movie and sees something totally different and gets something totally different out of that movie than another person. Thats the Holy Spirit working! I still havent gotten to the point where I am going to sit in a restaurant alone but someday maybe at least now I know I can go and enjoy a movie alone if the opportunity presents itself for me to get to go.