It has been brought to my attention that basically I cannot write whatever I want to write feel on this, well to that and to the people that told me that I say to hell with you. This is my space, my feelings...you dont like it then dont freaking read it. I dont read your crap nor do I give a care. I have my own life and if you think to make your life "complete" etc then back off because I am my own person. And if you think you can destroy me by telling me about my friends and how they talk about me behind my back then you know what you dont know me. I am a strong, independent woman who loves her friends and her family and would do anything for them, and if your happiness is destroying families, etc then I truly feel sorry for you! I have a job I love with all my heart with people who love and respect me and I have 2 awesome boys who think their mommy is awesome and tell me that on a daily basis. I am going back to school so I can make something more of myself sorry I am not going to be a beotch and work at Pizza Hut or Walmart or something along those lines I am way better than that and you may think you won, what you won I am not sure what , well I am gonna tell you Karma is an awesome thing and you piss Karma off and its going to come back to bite you in the rear, See I learned way back when that if I am gonna make something of myself in this world you have to have a few things. First you have to have God first in your life, second you cannot rely on a man to take care of you, you have to rely on you and God to make it. I love these women that think that by treating a man like a puppy on a leash and being the biggest beotches they can be they have "won" something well let me tell you the only thing you have "won" is the reputation of being a beotch. Because if you have had to have gone through all I have ad done it on my own it would be hilarious to see you crumble. Okay well I have vented and now I feel much better ... now onto my day...
I got up this morning and for the last few weeks I dont know if being pregnant or what but i have been in this funk. Anyways I got up and cleaned up around the house and started the dishwasher and washer and decided to go and get my hair done at this place in Avon called Cass and Company I called them and they had a cancellation so I went over and the woman....well it was a God thing. I got my hair done and as we talked we got to know each other and I found out her mom was going through breast cancer and radiation and next thing I knew we were sitting there talking while my hair was processing and she asked me about my cancer and then asked me if she could do my makeup. I was like thank you God I needed this today and so she did my makeup and she did my hair and when it came time for me to leave and pay she had given me a 70.00 discount! I was in shock! Thank you God I so needed this day and to be able to connect with her was just so awesome! I recommend this salon to everyone I felt so at home with all the people. I have been looking for a salon for awhile and I have been to several and just didnt like the results so I was so glad to find this one or else I would have to go back to South Bend to Ja'Ross which is my fave salon back home. Anyways I got done at the salon and decided I need to get out of my box more and the one thing I have had trouble doing is eating at a sit down restaurant just me, you know the whole table for one thing and so I decided to step out of my box and go to eat. I chose Red Lobster and it was so cool I didnt feel like there were a million eyes staring at me. I actually enjoyed my lunch. You know maybe people are right I am better off being on my own I dont need a man to go to lunch I just need to be comfortable with myself. Here are some pics of the new hairstyle and makeup...what do you think about it?
