Awesome News!

I went to the Internal Medicine Doctor on Friday and got some awesome news for the first time in 5 years my cancer workups were NORMAL!!!! I was in total shock. This means that the medicine is working. I was so stoked and then I went to the OB and she walked into the exam room with a huge grin on her face but unbeknownst to her I knew but it was cool that she was so excited.

Its hard to believe that for 5 years I have been fighting this and finally, finally one week before my 5 year cancer diagnosis I am finally in remission! It was so cool to tell my kids that mommy doesnt have cancer anymore. My 10 year old did backflips.

I have learned alot fighting this cancer for the last 5 years. I have learned that God has His own timing and no much how much I prayed God knew when I was going to go into remission. It wasnt under my control, it wasnt even under the dr's control although I am sure my results have frustrated them for a long time. Its just like going through the divorce and everything I have been through. God has a plan and as much as I hated the bad things that have happened in the last 5 years all of it has brought me to be a stronger, head on my shoulders person. I had an acqauintance tell me one day that I wasnt a strong person. That person doesnt have a clue. It takes alot to be a week away from delivering a baby and still get up at 430 am and get a child ready for school and get out the door and head an hour away to work when all you really want to do is sleep. But God and my stubborness has so given me the strength to get up and go. I am also proud to say that financially I am stronger now than I have ever been. The bills are paid and there are finances in the bank. That is why I am a firm believer in tithing in giving God 10% of everything.....